Susan's Credentials

Friday, April 3, 2020

Superhighway


Beads of moisture travel

tiny vehicles on a superhighway

lanes marked by veins.

Drops collide

falling from a leaf tip to

rivulet

racing to the river.

Sunday, March 1, 2020

winter's shore


gray blurs the horizon, sky and water merged

distance is deceiving

wind drives the point home

Wednesday, February 26, 2020

Inside the Light


Nora decomposes quietly in her bed. She’s a bother to no one. She isn’t actually dead. Yet. But after a series of strokes the living have mostly stopped paying her any mind.

She lies trapped in her useless body, inert as a turnip beneath a starchy blanket, the only activity occurring behind her eyes.

Nora misses nothing and everything at once.

She watches the light sliced into slits by the institutional blinds travel across the wall.

When it’s barely past the window ledge someone will come in with a tube of liquid food and plug it to her belly. She misses the taste of food. Even her mother’s burned bacon or liver and onions would be a welcome change from the flavor of old pennies and stale breath.

A slice of light touching the faded floral print in the ornate plastic frame means two of the ever-changing cast of CNAs will enter the scene to rotate her in an attempt to limit the bloom of bedsores bedecking her backside. They handle her like a cut of cheap beef and titter over her withered ass as though Nora no longer comprehends human communication. But she does.

When the fading light reaches her inert hands it’s time for the library lady to arrive. She brings with her a lurid novel and an earnest voice and transports Nora to a different place and time. Her favorites are the speculative fiction stories. Anything can happen and beings with all manner of bodies live full lives.

As the day’s rays fade, corporeal sustenance is once again plugged in and dripped, enough to get her to morning.

The building settles, hallways become quiet, and Nora thinks about the library lady and today’s story. A sleeping princess wakened by a tender kiss, lifted to her feet and waltzed around, dizzy with joy, filled with life.

Tears leak from Nora’s eyes. She closes them and shuts out the world.

******

They lay together, his hand resting on her chest. He rumbles something sweet into her ear and she turns to him. The leaves filter late day sun, dappling all round with mystery and magic.

“Nora,” he whispers, his breath tickling her neck.

How she’d missed this. How she’d missed him. How long had it been since they’d been together? Too long to calculate and she didn’t care to spend this time focused on figuring such mundane sums. 

He is here now. That’s all that matters.

He stands and lifts her, his hands on hers, strong and insistent yet gentle. There are no worries while she is in his arms and she willingly dances with him to languorous rhythm not so much heard as felt. The blanket, picnic and space they had occupied recedes. Soon they are in a field and dusk drops. Fireflies light between the flowers. There are flowers everywhere and the smell is intoxicating. Petals brush her skin and she continues to dance throughout the night, confident with the arms of her love.

*****
Hands leave Nora's discarded shell. Signals are silenced and cables are wound and tucked into machines now pushed to corners. Blankets are left jumbled, some trailing to the cold floor.

Morning light touches the window ledge.


Monday, February 3, 2020

Generations

Generations

As a child I followed
my parents
watching      listening  learning
becoming
me.
As an adult I led my children
teaching     listening learning
evolving.
In mid life I observe
my elders becoming
dependent needing being
unsure in this shifting world.
These generations
shoulder to shoulder stand
roots touching
branches intertwined
reaching for the sky.

Monday, January 13, 2020

Berta


Berta bops down the street,
an ebullient bundle of brash.

Top of the class for street smarts and survival sense
she weaves between obstacles that would fell
the posh peeps who patronize her,

who put money in her pocket so they can put
candy up their noses, all while turning said noses
up at her.

Hah.

Who uses who now?

Who needs who now?

Saturday, January 4, 2020

After the Flood


What was here before the flood

in the days preceding a deluge

of familial responsibility?

Surely there were budding dreams and

deep green thoughts adorning

lush shrubs and trees,

individual expectations and plans

basking in light and air.

Now, all appears drown

slippery and rotted beneath the surface.

Looks, however, can lie.

New life darts among sodden stalks

nipping nutrients where it can

growing in rippled light.

Fingers crossed that it will someday

haul itself from the damp to

dry land,

lungs expanding,

and begin again.

After the flood.

Sunday, December 1, 2019

first snow of winter



car engines rev, heedless
tires spin, useless
snow covers ice covers asphalt,
melts plans to do anything
in a timely manner