Susan's Credentials

Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Clarity

In an atmosphere continually fraught

I seek clarity.

Who am I and what am I here for?

Why must we endure seemingly endless days

under clouds and rain, deprived of

the nurturing sun?

What is the purpose of ongoing wars

and other violence throughout the world?

Some days, it seems more than I can bear.

Then, a cardinal alights to feed outside my window.

A stranger on the street smiles my way

and the laughter of a child arrives

on a passing breeze.

I remember to seek balance

and begin again.

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Transformed

Carol watched the glass fall. It slid from her fingers and descended past the counter’s edge, past her swelling belly and swollen ankles to crash on the kitchen’s tile floor. The hand that had recently held the glass fluttered up to touch her face, as though affirming that it was still there. It hadn’t suddenly changed like everything else that she thought she knew.

She eased herself down to a crouch and began collecting the chunks and shards resting in puddles of once sparkling water. She carefully laid them in her hand, one by one, until she’d gathered them all. There was no way to restore the glass to its original condition, much like her life.

Stepping over the water she walked to the trash bin and dumped the glass inside. The last piece to slide from her hand left a thin scratch, quickly rimmed with red. She might not escape this situation unchanged, but perhaps she would become more distinct, sharper in some way. Only time would tell.

Thursday, November 14, 2024

October

 Maple

draped in her finest

 

Undressed slowly by

the northern wind

slender branches reaching up

 

Costumed children with

blooming cheeks

shriek round and round

seeing candy and treats

knowing they’ll return to warmth

Saturday, October 12, 2024

For the Birds

I have several bird feeders situated outside my office window. During the spring and summer, there are hummingbird feeders, oriole feeders, and a seed feeder. During the fall, we switch out the hummingbird and oriole feeders for suet.

The bluejays stage in the trees surrounding our yard, waiting for my  husband to toss a handful of peanuts onto our deck. Not technically a feeder, but part of the avian feeding system he has devised. They fly in one at a time to snatch the nuts with nimble efficiency from the deck floor and flit away as the next dives in. I wonder who choreographs this feeding ballet.

The red-bellied woodpecker comes to feed alone. Occasionally I will see him perched on the weathered wooden seed feeder, but most of the time, he favors the suet. His balance seems precarious as he grabs the wire surrounding the suet with his feet and bends his body to peck at the suet, but he is well practiced and has a firm grip.

During the winter we sometimes get other woodpeckers, chickadees, juncos, mourning doves, finches, sparrows, and more. It always brightens my day to watch their entertaining behavior at and around the feeders.

Monday, September 16, 2024

Traveling

 

On my drive this morning, 

I passed a family of sandhills cranes 

congregating at the side of the road. 

 

A bald eagle soared high above

and a hawk flew straight and low. 

 

A group of turkey vultures spiraled 

above a stand of trees.

 

Alone in my car rushing down

asphalt highways, I marveled

at nature in action.

 

 

 


 

Thursday, September 5, 2024

mist

 She sashays to

a waltz wafting on

the western wind

       

     Across moonlit marsh

above placid pond

over roiling river

 

She dances past dawn

softening the sunrise and

hushing the waking world

Sunday, August 11, 2024

Heading Home

Shadows ferment and deepen as I walk home. I explore the confines of my mind, searching for distraction, even one word to riff with, to spin and disassemble, but all is silent. There's no noise around me either. It's like being wrapped in cotton gauze and tucked inside a bottle. 

My desire to explore is met with stiff resistance and I continue on my path, straight as a skeleton's ulna. Soon, a precious light comes into view, growing as I near. That's when I hear it. A choir of angels. I realize that I have wings and lift into the air, free at last.