Susan's Credentials

Tuesday, October 3, 2023

Fresh Cut Grass

 My son lived in Portland, Oregon from 2018 to 2019. In the spring of 2018, my husband and I, along with our two daughters and their husbands, planned a vacation to meet our son in Portland before traveling to Seaside and Cannon Beach.

It was lovely to be there where there was already abundant green as opposed to the stark white and brown Wisconsin landscape we had temporarily left behind. As we walked along a Portland street on our way to a brew pub, we passed a man mowing a lawn. Thus began a conversation about the best smells of summer. Freshly cut grass ranked number one among our group, with camp fire a close second.

I wondered if these smells evoked long summer days playing in the backyard with cousins, aunts, uncles and friends – and my husband and I… grass clippings sticking to bare feet and sweaty legs as they built forts, wrestled or dreamed on that blanket of green. We’d often finish those days with a backyard bonfire, sometimes making ‘pudgy pies’ in small iron molds with long handles over the fire for dinner. Other nights, we’d go outside after dinner and roast marshmallows for s’mores. Our son loved to start his marshmallows afire, blowing them out like torches once a crispy black crust had formed on the outside. Our daughters, more discerning, would slow-roast theirs along the ember edges of the fire, rotating the stick-speared sweets until they turned a delicate toasty brown. This technique resulted in a marshmallow melted all the way through – gooey perfection.

I never asked if those memories played a part in their votes for best smells of summer, but I know for me they did.

Monday, September 11, 2023

Found

 

Rooted here

Quiet, earth-bound

Tremors of wisdom fill the air

An embrace wide enough to span

The ocean.

A feast of tranquility

An understory of understanding

Bliss.

Friday, September 1, 2023

The North Pool

 Shoes squeak across the YMCA lobby. Folks of all ages hurrying to their class or preferred workout area. 


A notice is posted at the desk that the north pool is temporarily closed, so lap swim is available only in the south pool. Two women walk by whispering about a rumored drowning at this morning's water exercise class. 

I decide to walk over and check it out for myself.

I peer through the glass of the observation deck. The lights are off in the pool area and it's hard to see. The rescue hook, kick boards, water weights and a discarded swim shoe lay strewn across the deck. 

I checked the locker room door. Unlocked. I pushed it open and entered the dark space. The only light was a soft glow coming from the sink. A woman stood there, naked as the day she was born, finger combing her hair in the mirror. 

"Hello," I ventured. "I was just trying to figure out why the pool is closed.

She continued futzing with an errant curl near her right ear.

"Oh, I don't know what all the fuss is about," she replied as she continued to struggle with an errant curl near her right ear. 

I washed my hands and told her what I'd heard at the front desk. When I looked up again, she was gone. All that was left was a single water shoe and a small puddle of pool water where she had stood. My question had been answered.

Sunday, July 16, 2023

Impending

 Rising winds set the trees

dancing.

Leaves scatter, a poor imitation

of the raindrops to come.

Monday, July 3, 2023

Unsettled Night

 

I was immersed in an interesting dream when

I woke to a cold finger on my forehead,

images scattered,

fog on wind.

 

The second time in a single night,

summoned to swap wet sheets

and blankets for

dry bedding and

witness the small being

burrow deep

returning to her dreams,

a warm kiss planted on her brow.

 

Tuesday, June 13, 2023

Spreading Love

 The world is heavy.

Grief bleeds through media

and daily conversation.

Let me balance bad news

with hopefulness.

Make me a clown

showing others humor and beauty

in the mundane.

Make me an instrument of joy and

waft me on the wind

like dandelion fluff

to land far and near

spreading spores of love

wherever I alight.

Tuesday, June 6, 2023

Grammar of Desire

Beneath the tree's shadow

two souls study the

grammar of desire.

They experiment with 

lips and hands,

not thinking,

only feeling.


We, perched in topmost branches,

spread our wings and soar,

released at last.